"Jump, but do take a look".

I heard it mentioned in a movie, I can't remember the title, but have become a mantra in my life. My mind drifted today to some very bad choices and decisions I have made in life. I do not exactly dwell on such thoughts, but today it stuck on my mind. Maybe I am getting old. But it is not the "getting old thought" that struck me most. It is that, I seemed to attract even the most unwanted person in this planet.Oh, that is such a bad thought!Anyway, decisions are like the inviting ocean down a cliff. I, from up above would want that dive of a lifetime! But before doing the plunge, I have all the time to think (twice or more). Then the thought that I made the decision to jump, should be my sole responsibility. Not the ocean, nor the other accessories.To make myself feel good I read some blogs. I listened to Music, I looked at the pictures I have in my laptop; I had a lift instantly.

Yes, I have to get over this melancholic mood and do lots of work!

Earlier today, my ever dearest loving son was so generous of his kisses and hugs. I woke him up, gave him a nice shower, brushed his teeth, took him in the car, took him to my moms place, drove back, slept next to him and he went off to sleep and then I came to work. This is what I call one blessed day!