Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Jay...
























Jay is the one who flirts with power. A megalomaniac, he admires the great men of history/contemporary, assumes leadership role and takes power for the good and the many. Referred to as an extremist, says that everyone will be better off if they were left alone. He is hesitant to act (or even say), sets no standard on himself but, "As long as I am happy." A self proclaimed philosopher. "We exist in the Real, but (because of the Symbolic) live in the Imaginary.


Believes that the world is almost full of opportunist’s who tell you what to do or don't care about you. So, if he meets someone who's kind to him, who he can have a slight interest in: HE thinks about it.

He wants to argue, shout, and be believed/heard. He wants to be combative, a fighter, someone who wants to know the truth, influence how others thought, change thought and thus life, an engaged intellectual.

This above is a creative/imaginative/literary/personal/public assessment. This is not to say that there are no lies in the above, but those that they explored of the subjective/emotional kind. What I claim is not reality as such, but the "truth" of my present condition. (Like previous assessment, this is a work in progress. For a comprehensive list with complete descriptions, check back, well, after a few lifetimes.)

Thursday, December 14, 2006

For the love of the game...2


BTW, I own this community in orkut

If you love, like or even want to play scrabble do join... we are just 5 now and would love to have more enthusiasts*
Thanks to Aneesh, buddy of mine, for organizing the community's first event "Midnight Scrabble" Of course, we played some good scrabble at midnight!!!
*enthusiast: One who is ardently attached to a cause and one who tends to become ardently absorbed in interest

All for the love of the game!!!

Saturday, December 09, 2006

Our Lives Have Changed... We've Come a Long Long Way...


We've always thought that we look good together, that our personalities complemented one another so beautifully.

We've always said that we'll have a wonderful life walking side by side to a future we'll eagerly discover and share.

Along the way, we never found ourselves taking different paths; we always found our way back to oneanother.

Marry me!!!

I said...

I want you with me at my side for all the days we maybe blessed with.

Nothing would make me happier than the gift ofspending my life with you.

She said yes. :)

Here we are now… living our dream amidst of all petty troubles and love…

A love so true, going to bless us with a sweet lil kid!!!

She has left me and gone alone now, to come back with the gift…

And me sitting here alone in the wee hours, thinking abt her… miss her here in this very place next to me…

Waiting for her to come back, although I know we are never going to be alone here!!!

I miss you princess!

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

The Worlds Fastest Indian...























A lot of people make fun of me for the kind of movies I watch!!! Esp my love for the movies such as “Side Ways”, “The Clock Maker”, “The Man Who Loved Women” and most of all “The Mosquito Coast”. Well I am adding one more to the list, “The Worlds Fastest Indian”

Played by Anthony Hopkins, here is a brief over view of the movie, which I shamelsessly took from the BBC site. One thing I learned from GE, which is been with me for 5 years now “COPY SHAMELESLY”

"Proof that obsession can be contagious comes with The World's Fastest Indian, an affectionate portrait of a real-life Kiwi record breaker that took director Roger Donaldson 30 years to bring to the screen. Its subject is Herbert J 'Burt' Munro, a plucky pensioner who repeatedly broke the world land-speed record in the 60s on his modified Indian Scout motorbike. As played by Anthony Hopkins, he emerges as a likeable eccentric whose refusal to see out his days quietly will strike a chord with geriatrics* everywhere.
*Geriatrics = Age old person"

I seriously recommend this movie to anybody who loves slow movies and who loves speed, loves bikes, loves collecting bikes, loves challenges and to an extent loves Anthony Hopkins!

The movie to me talks about passion, being a street racer once my self, riding an under powered bike I know what is it to win races only by passion and aggression and all my friends who’ve been with me would vouch for it…. I’ve never lost a race then… those were the days…

This guy is the same, he races at 67 in the beach with a group or punksters with an under powered bike(with which he goes set the land speed record later...) and loses miserably!!! He still does not give up… his friend a 8 year old kid once tell him “ my dad says the whole town believes that you are not going to make it” his reaction is just a chuckle!!!

The best part of the movie is when he leaves New Zealand to go to Utah… the guys to whom he lost the race in the beach come up to him and give him some money and tell him “ here you go mate… some beer money and make us all proud Burt!” Wow! That I would rate the best part of the movie!

The way he sets the land record the first time or the movie it self is very very dramatical… I mean it would qualify for a any masala movie in Chennai, but keep in mind it’s a real life story… and that’s why its makes the movie unbelievable…

A good watch!

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Fly... Fly High!!!















Every beginning always has an end... every start a finish.I might have to journey longer with some... and less with the others… but I want to make a mark....

Spread MyWings& fly!

I want to
SPREAD
MYWINGS
&FLYAWAY.....

Move on... experience new heights... fly higher than before...explore adventures in a whole new world!

I don't wanna hold back!But departure points always hurt.Yup... when you're leaving on a jetplane...BUT YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE A SPECIAL thought when you look back!

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Blues Before Sunrise....
























Today and for the next two weeks or so I need to be up by about 5 in the morning and drive 25 odd Kilometers to do training...

Would enjoy every inch of it... I only play BBking in my car these days and WOW... Blues before sunrise is gonna be awesome!!!

Hopefully My Next Car...
















Tis would be my next car... Fiat Linea... 1800cc with 140 BHP... would be launching in India soon....

Fiat any day to me... Powerful, Sylish, Smooth most of all affordable... just like my Palio...

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

how many... may be 15 similiar posts like these???















The story is no different. The story is not new.

As I always put it it, ride it … and see where it takes you.Routine is not fancied, eccentricity is sought.

But, having taken the road less traveled, as Frost says, will have its risks… disappointments and failing expectations.I encounter this time, time again. I should not be surprised as the outcome could be hurt, disappointment and sadness are not new experiences to me.

I love not knowing the entire truth, not knowing the entire story... I love discovering.But discovering brings upon details you would rather not know, details you'd expect to stick close to norm.It's time to understand then when the choice is not from the normal mould. The consequences could be of a different kind.Accept that your conscious decisions of exploring life through different moulds of people, will lead to disappointments, failing expectations and sometimes salty tears.

Life is a journey, people say. I'd say people are journeys themselves... I'd take this current trip as another experience, an experience that is unique by itself. A journey that is might leave a slight bitter aftertaste.. and may end in a bittersweet way.

You're right; you can't tell what can happen in the future. But you can at least grasp what's happening right this minute.

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Movies---Just Like A Real Slice Of Life












Things I Learned From Movies

I've been studying and here are the facts:

* All cars blow up in a big fireball when they wreck.

* All women are beautiful and horny for an action hero.

* You should ALWAYS hold a pistol sideways in your hand.

* If you are diving or doing summersaults, you can't be shot.

* If you know kung-fu, you can fly.

* Good guys/heroes always get wounded in the left shoulder or the leg.

* Whores have hearts of gold.

* All action heroes can drive with the skill of a NASCAR/F1 racer.

* Bad guys can't shoot for shit. Even with automatic weapons.

* ALL bombs on timers tick down to about two seconds before the action hero figures
out which wire to cut to disarm it.

* Magic guns exist. A six-shot revolver can fire nine times without reloading

* Women kidnapped by bad guys, near get killed and have to crawl through a sewer to survive emerge with manicured nails with no dirt under them

Movies---just like a real slice of life

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Saturday, September 30, 2006

Believe it or not... I still think I'm sane



This is something you would do everyday, without even noticing, that there is something different or weird about waking up.

For me it is a chance to start over, to delete whatever happened yesterday and I did not want to sustain what good I did or tried to do, to expand my knowledge, to see beyond the obvious, to get an answer for all the Ys that I have.

Sometimes the day passes without accomplishing any of this, but that is exactly what I was taking about, the beauty of waking up.


Sometimes I wake up and sit back and think when the best day will come. I just put my head back and let my imagination wander off in a world full of opportunities


I have this theory… I actually made it up now. What if there are 6,000,000,000 (last global census I know) opportunities per day, one for each person in the world, and someone on the other end of town took mine cause I did not see it come, I bet they will be better off, they did not know it was supposed to be mine, but actually it wasn’t.It was just out there doing nothing, not named or anything, just there for whoever can see it.


I came to the conclusion that the best day ever will be the day you take the ultimate number of opportunities, but will that be good for the next day… I seriously don’t know.


To live better I will have to treat everyday as the best day ever (yet) it will take you on a rollercoaster ride that will be always going up, you will never go down, just waiting it to get better and better.


Believe it or not... I still think I'm sane

Thursday, September 07, 2006

I Love The Sound Of Crashing Guitars...




















Playing Guitar

I've been thinking a lot about how I learned to play guitar. I've never had a formal lesson in my life. I started with a Mel Bay chord book and a Rs. 300 GIVSON guitar (with the cheapest strings available that was pure torture to hands). That's was all for the "WANT TO" factor.

I've played a lot of guitars lately that sounds like a dream. I wish that I had started on one of those decent guitars. Learning to play would have been so much easier that way. Some people say that suffering builds strong character. If that's true, I ought to have character of Steve Vai.

After I taught myself to play some chords and strum with a flat pick, I decided that I wanted to learn how to play power too. I was heavily influenced by maiden and megadeth those days, so I listened to what they did and tried to copy it.

I had a cheap stereo in my room 50w PMPO. No shit--- that's how I learned most of the riffs.

I used to carry that guitar to college and see how Shane (one hell of a guitarist) used to play and I used to watch carefully everything he played and I went home and tried to copy what he did.

Later, I was lucky enough to meet some pretty good guitar players and I tried learning a lot from them, too. The key ingredient why I didn’t learn to play well is simple: I really WANTED to learn to play guitar and I never worked on it.

Yeah I play the guitar, decently, may be not even decently!!! I could play songs, play death metal, play a few Iron maiden Riffs… a couple of Clapton, jethrotull, hootie, nirvana, pearl jam…. power chords… yeah but I cold play only what ever I like… end of the day, I am sure I dint master the art.

I should be playing the guitar way better than what I am doing now!

May be I should have…

1) Started with a decent guitar.
2) Been patient.
3) PRACTICED!!!
4) Studied music theory.

Would I have done the above, hell yeah I should be playing way better that I do now!

Monday, September 04, 2006

Write it on your hands... Inscribe it on your heart...




















Blessed are the poor - or poor in spirit – who do not trust in status or riches
Blessed are those who mourn – who grieve over the injustice in the world
Blessed are the meek – who get angry but who never get aggressive
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness - who seek justice
Blessed are the merciful – who are compassionate to all in need
Blessed are the are pure in heart – who are whole-hearted in desire to do right
Blessed are the peacemakers – who work for peace in a world at war
Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness - who suffer for just causes

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Take What They're Giving Cause I'm Working For a Living!!!


















Reached Bangalore at wee hours in the morning, long time I saw morning… checked myself into a decent hotel and took a walk, aimlessly, as always, my aimless walks alone in a new place would end up in a restaurant or in a browsing center like this…

I happen to meet this guy in the bus, and he was telling me how he got downsized and is jobless and going to Bangalore for an interview!

So he got downsized. Now he's out there looking for a job. Been there, done that, got the unemployment. I'll be honest; I'm one who thinks that it's not that hard to find a job. I really do believe that. It may be hard to find the exact job you want, but if you've got a little something on the ball and you're willing to work then it just honestly isn't that hard to find a job.

One of the reasons why it isn't that hard is that there are a lot of tools out there to help you find a job. The days of scanning the want ads in the paper are over with. There are some really great tools online to help you find what you're looking for. Whether you're looking for an executive position or if you’re just starting out with an entry level job, there are some great tools out there to help you find the right job for you.

Good Luck Mate!!!

Thursday, August 24, 2006

Always Give Your 100% At Work...















My gut feeling is that we've given more than 100% ... no wonder we're overworked and somehow grossly underpaid. ha.. ha ...

Friday, August 18, 2006

One Of Those Days… You Get Paid for Nothing!!!















I am sitting in a room where there is nobody… middle of work, I am training a batch and they ought to take this test for 4 hours facilitated by somebody else…

I got nothing to do…

GRRR... Talk about a complete waste of time.

I've spent the last part of an hour trying to learn how to spin a pencil backwards. Spinning the pencil forwards is no problem, since in my year 11 economics class I was more interested in learning how to do that than work out how to calculate a countries GDP. Even now I still think that was a better use of my time, as I can still spin a pencil, pen, drumstick around my thumb with the greatest of ease, and I've never been asked for my assessment of the India’s gross domestic product.

Though an hour into it and for for some reason, my stupid hands still can't make the bloody pencil spin backwards. The trick is to keep your middle, ring and thumb still whilst getting your index finger to flick the pen around. But when I try it, the index finger starts to flick the pencil, and then all of a sudden all my other fingers spasm and the pencil goes flying. Sometimes across the floor, sometimes hitting the desk, occasionaly hitting my forehead.

GRRR. It's really starting to piss me off. Not only am I wasting time trying to learn how to do this most useless of tricks (who has ever impressed anyone with their pen flicking ability?), but I'm mostly annoyed because I thought I was a bit more dexterous than this.

I am also laying blame at the door of WIKI-HOW . DAMN YOU! Why do you have things on your website that look easy but aren't?

Anyways I always liked one of these rare days when you get paid for nothing... nothing at all!

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Hell Ya... I am Busy...
















Long time... Real long time, I wouldnt say I took a break from blogging, I missed blogging. Honest to god never found time to sit before a comp.

I 've been busy with training assignments through out the day and come home late and crash!!!!

I do not want to write what all I did the last month and bug you guys here... would return to random ramblings soon!!!

P.S. My baby is 12.2 cms long!!!

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Again... Life Goes On...















Back in Chennai and the stress and the heat is more than what I thought it would be!!!

Working on a few new things which keeps me busy during the day, looks like something would materialize in a good way. Registered a portal for my consulting firm, working on it too. 1stopconsulting.net. not yet completed!!!

Saw the Da Vinci Code… he he he… what else to say! World Cup is over and my cup runneth over with joy… No Brazil and No France… HE eh he eh he!!!

Working on a new assignment from the 16th… Sales training should be interesting I guess!!!

That’s about it for now, small post to remind myself that have a blogger account!

* Blogger word does not have the word “Blogger” in its dictionary… DUH!

Monday, June 26, 2006

Portugal = Losers...Louis Figo = A$$ Ho*e...












Disclaimer: I am not a great fan of the Holland, I am supporting Argentina to win the world cup and hence my views on Portugal is sheerly because of the way they played and not because I love Holland.

What a match yesterday, Portugal are through to the next round, the quarters…and Ned’s are out of the competition… they way Portuguese played yesterday was horrible, every time the referee turns they involved with the Dutch players, fighting and doing silly stuff…

Cannot take a decorated player like Louis Figo, head butting with a player when the referee was not there and after all this they ended up playing full side to the Ned’s 10 man side.

Ideally it should have been 8 guys for Portugal and 11 for Neds and the score line should have been 2-1 for the Dutch

So one good team gone… One good team with a lot of passion is gone…So Morons like Brazil would win the world cup again… thanks to the biased refereeing!!!

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Here I Come Chennai… In A Fortnight...



“But my heart is into setting up a start-up. I want to do the startup life for a few years while I have the ability to take on a good amount of risk. I want to go miles away from what I am doing. I know I am risking it, but its fine with me… not fine with a lot of people though

I am considering leaving Kathmandu and this organization… that might come as a big blow to everyone who knew me, all of them know I am here sitting pretty with my apartment and wife and a some money to spend with.

I know it myself too… there are professional issues at work, but I am not an idiot, I will never quit a job based on that ground. As I know now after 6 years of work experience it’s the same shit every where!!! Everybody reading this blog from an office computer would readily agree… it’s the same shit everywhere.

The reasons I am giving my wife/family/friends and myself for leaving Kathmandu and Linktree is

1) My wife is expecting so she needs to be close to home
2) Work here is long and we find it tough
3) Miss home and friends
4) A whole loads of stories like this

Honest to god this is not true. I am happy professionally as to what I am doing. I make a lot of decisions here pertaining to work, and I enjoy doing it. Its only when you decide and implement things you get to learn.

I learnt a lot, I’ve made extremely great decisions and bad ones too. That every bad decision that I thought was bad had a logical explanation behind it. I didn't always agree with the decisions but there was always a decent thought process behind every decision and, most of the time, after hearing the circumstances behind a decision I usually came to the same conclusion that they did.

It's not easy building a call center in an alien land and trying to generate over a million dollars.

Now what would have made me stay here? More money?? Relocation?? Staff?? Allowances??

Actually they offered almost all of that stuff (they didn't try the relocation part) and it still didn't work cause I wanted to do something completely different than what I was doing here. I also wanted to see if I could build something from scratch. Yeah, money and being close to my wife played into it too, but when I looked around I didn't see something that would keep me excited.

Now, if they had offered to fly around the world for business development might have been interesting. But, who knows? Maybe I'll get a chance to do that with my new company.
I enjoy working at Linktree, all the stumbles have all been or turned into a good learning.
But my heart is into setting up a start-up.

I want to do the startup life for a few years while I have the ability to take on a good amount of risk. I want to go miles away from what I am doing. I know I am risking it, but its fine with me… not fine with a lot of people though.

Here I Come Chennai… In A Fortnight

Monday, June 05, 2006

Catholic Church And The Da Vinci Code...


When will religious groups finally figure out that publicly denouncing a book or a movie is the surest way to guarantee its success? Religious people never seem to understand that the world is filled with people who do the exact opposite of whatever they suggest.

Hell, I'm one of those people myself.

If I hear that church people hate a movie, I'm in line for tickets on opening day. Has the Church forgotten Salman Rushdie? Would any of us know that name if he hadn’t been condemned by the Muslims? Has the Church forgotten Martin Scorcese’s movie, “The Last Temptation of Christ?”

In that case, the Church in America single-handedly turned a mediocre movie into a blockbuster hit. I tried watching that movie myself, mediocre, so mediocre… I could even watch it completely… again thanks to the Catholic Church it was a blockbuster!!!
Nice move Church. Perhaps you should have added some basic chess lessons to your seminary curriculum.

However. If the Church wants to make a lot of money for Dan Brown and Ron Howard, what do I care? Both the book and the movie will be off the radar in a few months. Nothing will have changed.

The second thing I’d like to mention is more important for the Church to consider. Christianity is a major, world-wide religion. It is 2000 years old and is the largest common expression of spirituality in the history of humanity.

Does the Christian Church really need to worry about a book and a movie? These things are here today and gone tomorrow, almost literally.

The Christian Church has withstood the Roman Empire, medieval Christianity, and the Age of Enlightenment. Somehow the Church even manages to survive its most dangerous challenge - scandal, decadence, and corruption within its ranks. Will Dan Brown now topple us?

I understand a carefully worded response to scholarly inaccuracies, but I don't understand the anger, the outrage, and the hoopla. Anything more than a gentle, factual correction is as silly as if George Bush were to show up at an Elementary School with the secret service because a 4th grader said something mean about him.

It’s as silly as if Ron Howard and Tom Hanks were to show up at my door, screaming at me for lifting a Da Vinci Code graphic from their website. Why would they bother? What threat am I to them?

The best and only appropriate response for the Church is to be about the business of the Church. Don't we have, I don't know, CHURCH things to be doing? Or even better, human things to be doing? If our love of humanity was as radical as Jesus called it to be, then we would never have to say a word.

In my mind, every time the Church responds to something like this with angry words, it is a bold indictment of our lack of active love, and therefore lack of relevance in this world.

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

OBC Quota... Quoting Bhavdeep Singh Virdi




"Fuck You Arjun Singh


OBC Quota thing is to be introduced in the Monsoon Session of the Parliament.

Fuck you Arjun Singh

Fuck You Manmohan Singh

Fuck You Government of India

Fuck You OBCs of India.

Fuck You SC & STs of India.

If 60 years can't uplift you then you don't deserve this Quota. Fuck You all.

Virdi"

Very true... may be these bigtime politicians should be operated by these doctors who became doctors thru these quota's then they would know... Have so much to write about these reservations system, which to me is big crap... no time and I see Virdi's few lines explains them all...

Monday, May 22, 2006

Felt Like Putting This Here...

















As we grow up, we learn that even the one person who wasn't supposed to let us down would probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder everytime.

You'll break hearts too so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your bestfriend. You'll blame a new love for the things the old one did.

You'll cry because time is passing too fast and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take many pictures, laugh too much, love like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back...

"Don’t focus on what you have lost, but what remains…
Don’t focus on the pain, but how the pain shaped you…
Don’t focus on the failure,
But on the great lessons the failure taughtyou…”-anonymous

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Sachin Tendulkar...

















Sachin Tendulkar….

I never liked him till I saw this match – India – Australia 1998 in sharjah!!! From then he has been my favorite player.

A lot of people are now saying that he is not a match winner and he is to retire and lotse of things… they all say he was an unsuccessful captain, not a good captain and too many things. They always compare him with Ganguly(of course he was great) or Dravid.

Ganguly’s team had Dravid, Tendulkar, Yuvraj, Dhoni, Kaif, Irfan, Sehwag… Its like a list of young achievers…

I have been watching a lot of these cricket classics these days most of them in ten sports, which means India, loses to Pakistan or West Indies or…. Mostly captained Tendulkar!!!

So sad, if you watch them you will never say or speak bad of Tendulkar…

His Team Included:

Sidhu – Opening Batsman
Manoj Prabhakar – Opening Batsman
Noel David – Off Sinner
Saba Karim – Keeper/Batsman
Rajesh Chauhan – Off Sinner
Atul Bedade – Pintch Hitter/Middle Order
Abey Kuruvilla and V Prasad – Strike Bowlers
Harvinder Singh – Medium Pacer

Now touch you heart and tell me, would Ganguly or Dravid or may be even Steve Waugh have won matches with guys like these???

Please, Sachin is a great and one person who plays from his heart, he might have grown old… and might be not like what he was when he was in 24 or 25… Still he deserves to be treated better…

He surely deserves to be treated better….

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Happy And Proud!





















Its been a year I started blogging and if you look at the initial pages you would see the frustration and pain and the agony I went through professionally….

Its rather un predictable the path life takes you… one year its all changed… I am in a different country now… and heading operations for a start up firm… paid in dollars…

Happy… am really happy and I am proud of what ever I am doing!

Saturday, May 06, 2006

I Recommend!!!




















Weekend… We were bugged sitting at the hotel and decided to take a walk. There is a place here called Thamel here… Its like a lil world by itself, all the tourist from all around the world stay here.

This place is filled with restaurants, different food, you can eat anything here from Israeli to Japanese(except for south Indian… sob…sob…sob) It’s a place where you get everything, pick up girls, guys, transsexuals…pedophiles… Nude dance bars… it’s a sin city by itself I should say.

You could see people asking you if you want marijuana… its free… sniff, brown sugar OMG, I was stunned when I went there first.

Anyways we were so bugged and hence decided to go and pamper ourselves… I went for a Royal Thai Stretch therapy… My good lord so rejunavating… if you guys are planning to come here don’t miss it, it’s an absolute pleasure for 75 minutes… all for 300 rupees…

I also had some nice plain dosa with sambar and coconut chutney… and most of all had coffee after a long time… after 2 months I guess… made my day!

If you guys are coming here to see me… it’s on me…

Sunday, April 30, 2006

I Owe You Big Time Lord For These 3 Months!!!!



I’ve been doing things that really used to amaze me these days… I am so happy and excited… suddenly feeling that I am finally here where I want and it all happened so fast and so unexpected… I will never forget these 3 months in my life….

Newly married… in a cold country… taking professional initiatives… making some decent money… traveling places… meeting very new people… living in a different culture… everything is so nice…

My sincere prayer to god is all should be fine in the days to come…. Love you God… Love you so so much!!!

Something to boast about:

1) I took a spin in a YAMAHA R1 and SUZUKI GD
2) I drive a lot of TOYOTA’s here!!!
3) I have a nice new 1GB RAM TOSHIBA crystal wide screen LAPTOP with wireless… ( I am actually sitting in a restaurant and typing this blog over a nice cup of Ginger Ale)

Hope this happiness continues…

Thursday, April 27, 2006

Cycle, Bicycle....






















One thing I enjoy the most in athmandu is the Bicycles.... My CEO, a Canadian...and the board of directors.... filthy rich guys all ride bicycles to work.

I am also learing to enjoy bicycling.... I borrowed my directors bicycle today and went for a spin.... it was really nice.... was so smooth too....

Never knew bicycles cost 40000 bucks.... good I didnt bash it anywhere!!!!

Monday, April 24, 2006

I Hate Nobody...

























I Turned 26 last week, April 18 2006!

Rollacoster 26 years I would say. I happenned to take a long walk in Kathmandu, and was thinking about the number of people I know in this 26 years, a lots of them.

Not boasting, however, I also wanted to know how many people I hate – To my astonishment None! I don’t hate anybody, I don’t.

I might be angry with somebody for somethings they did to me, but I’ve never carried that hate… its just fades and dies.

I have loved a lot of people in my life. They have all been different in their own way. That’s why I loved them.

The greatest mystery of all mysteries is what goes on in the mind of others. You can’t know it. They have all those rough edges (soft ones too) that you can’t see but you can feel them when you get too close.

By then it’s too late, you’ve already felt the pain. The lady at the cash register is hateful to you. You don’t know why. Maybe someone close to her just died.

If we could see the mind of others, or atleast feel the reason for their actions then there is no need to hate anybody in the world – I feel

It just takes a minute to understand feelings and help ourselves to forget the pain and forgive people!!!

I am happy that I love everybody I know!

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Recharging Faith!!!















My own journey has taken me around places several times,but the journey towards self discovery I feel is the greatest adventures of life!

There had never been a time in my life when I so much needed a source of strength beyond myself.

I would be overwhelmed otherwise.

There are periods in life when I realize, my life is not totally in my control.

And I've always looked to God.God is what I believe in.

I don't need to be a religious traditionalist to understand the meaning of a Higher Power.

It is a force larger than ourselves,greater than our ego.

It's provides a sense that no matter what happens,we'll be OK, that we'll ultimately survive any crisis,any horror, any difficult time in our lives.

If there's something over which we have control and to which we have committed, we must to it to the best of our abilitiesor not at all.

However,

When something unexpected happens over which we have no control, we must have the faith to trust that something greater than ourselveswill guide us.

All that mattered is that we have to take responsibilities to ourselves. Well, we all see the world differently and I am excited for that.

Otherwise, what a boring world this would be!

May the passion of God
and all the Angels,
heal my sins,
help me grow in kindness,
and reward me with eternal life and strength...

Amen

Sunday, April 09, 2006

The Nepali Experience 3 – Baby’s Day Inside!

Well its been almost 50+ hours I saw sunlight or the roads… its curfew time here in Kathmandu. So can’t go out or do anything. If we go out people would shoot us, I meant the army!!!

It started on Thursday, it was a night curfew that technically starts at 11pm and runs till 6 am. It was fun, because people here hang out till 10 pm, like all the dance bars, disco’s all of them are open till 11 and a few of them are open all night. People here are so used to curfews and are so fearless they actually hang out till 10:45. The roads are filled with people and suddenly everybody disappear at 11.

First day of the strike I was scared and didn’t go out anyplace, in the afternoon I was forced to go out for a walk by a few friends here, we walked about 6kms as there is no mode of communication, we reached a common friends place, Sudharshan Karki – His name, he is a documentary film maker, an angry old man I would say.

Had some good beer and he organized for a private screening of his documentary… Man it a quite an experience, open air theater, just 6 of us and watching movie… documentaries, people who know me well would know how much I would have liked it!!!

It was till about 8 and these guys wanted to go out for diner, so we went out to a place called manasulu and had dinner till about 10 and we walked back to my hotel… Remember the curfew starts at 11pm…finally managed to reach hotel by 1055…

That was the last day I was out… since then it has been curfew during the days too… eating and watching movies in hotel room… No Phone lines… No Internet… Curfews here mean, totally cut off from the world!!!

Hopefully the curfew is over from tomorrow… so I could get back to work!!!

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

The Kathmandu Valley

What I Like abt this Place so far…

The Weather: Lucky to Esc Chennai this part of the year

The food: Only the local Newari food and nothing else!!!

The Foreign Exchange: Indian rupee is valued more and when I buy coke for 8 Nepali rupees; I feel I saved some money

The Apples: So delicious, I finish one apple in like 5 seconds!!! Yumm!!!

Star Movies and Star sports and ESPN and HBO and….WOW

Wine: Some nice wine… originals, from France and Australia… I’ve almost become an amateur wine taster… I know the difference between, Pinot, Sauvignon, Blanc, cheviot…

What I don’t like…

Power shedding: We don’t have power here 6 hrs a day

Food: nothing tastes good here except for the local Newari food

Escalators: No Escalators, whatsoever…. We need to use stairs

Internet: 10mbps… needless to say more

Police and armed men… all around

Newspapers, just 4 sides…4 sides’ man, that’s all.

Mobile Phones: I am still to get one… plus we pay for incoming calls if I get on.

Thats pretty much for now I guess, looks pretty balanced so I am fine…

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

The Nepali Experience 2 – Newari Food!

So it's been 4 days here in Nepal, so far it's a been good, lets see. The people I work with here are like millionaires, the company I work here is like reliance in India, needless to say, they have a lot of money and I get what I want( plus they are negotiating a $ 3000 deal/month if a I sign a year contract with them)

Forget work, Lets talk abt something else…

In Nepal you have a sect of people called Newari's, they are the traditional people here, my colleagues here took us to one Newari restaurant to taste the traditional food. It was a very small joint and we had a very traditional welcome.

They served us some starters, called Buff… and it's a tradition is to eat it with fried rice kind of a thing before they serve you a drink cslled "Piyala". They serve Piyala it in small clay pot. We finished eating the Buff Stuff and it was time for Piyala…

Piyala is nothing but a 100% stronger thing than Tequila!!! Shoot, it was just 5 ml but it was burning the whole time in the throat and in the stomach… It's such strong alcohol in 5 ml, and they say even kids drink it, its tradition to do it before eating Newari food.

Finally we started eating… they served too many things including a rice pizza… it was all fine… too many meat, I asked them if it was beef or dog… they promised me it was not beef or dog, as it's a crime to eat beef in Kathmandu.

So I ate a lot of this Buff thing… I asked one guy, this thing taste a lot like beef… he said, no its not beef… Its buffalo….

My god… We ate Buffalo… plus the fried meat was a wild boar!!! Pinky was so helpless… Lucky she didn't eat the Wild Boar at least.

However the food was really good and I don't know if I would taste this kind of food anywhere in the world. We also met a couple of guys who do Documentary films for WHO and Nat geo.

If everything goes well, we might even go to Tibet for a day or 2 with the guys here, Plus Bungee jumping is on the cards too… soon.

(* internet is quite expensive here and the bandwidth is also very low as I use a Wireless connection, so cannot post pictures… Sigh!)

Sunday, March 19, 2006

The Nepal Experience 1 – Royal Nepal Airlines

Well my Nepal experience started even before I came to Nepal!!! I was scheduled to fly by Royal Nepal airlines, the local carrier to get the feel of Nepal, and my fight was scheduled at 1915. I was there in the airport from morning and was killing time o\in one of the restaurants in the airport before I went inside the airport 3 hours before.

The whole time I was in the airport the display boards and TV’s said the flight was on time. When I went in it said RA flight passengers to check in at row 4. I went to Row 4 and they were painting the area and there a sigh which read under maintenance, sorry for the inconvenience. I thought they would finish it, but it was going on an on and on… I asked the people at the airport and no body had clue about the departure of the flight!!!

Finally one sardar (never knew Sardar’s knew so much) said that the flight might have been cancelled and asked me to check with the RA office. I was so pissed as it was just 2 hours before the departure…

When we went to the RA office the guys there asked “do you have a ticket?” I was feeling so dumb as we were the only 2 passengers to fly that day… I showed him the ticket and then I was like, Sir, couldn’t you at least display that the flight is cancelled, he was like “we forget” Then he started calling the local airport authorities and started saying “obur Plight canchel” (its not typo, it’s the accent)

The he made arrangements to fly another local carries, Cosmic Air… Lousy flight, they might have used it in the second world war, We were in the runway, no jokes, for about 1 hour 15 mins to take off… the Nepali pilot would have said 15 time “ thish ish Captain Sharavanu and the plight ish taking op”

Atlast I reached Kathmandu, a deserted airport…

Keeping watching for more experiences…

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Boy O Boy... Time Just Flew...
























Long Time I blogged!!! Not that I was considering to quit blogging, but I seriously had no time… and let me declare that I got married…and had a big honeymoon, a month long. I went to Goa, Mumbai and Kanyakumari…. Travelled real hard…All Trains ands no flying, helped me spend a lot of time with her!!!


Came back to chennai only last week and am sitting in Delhi International airport, en route Kathmandu, for a training assignment. Loads of Pics to be posted… and loads to write…to cut short a long story… Am happy, had a lots of fun…and back to work…which means regular blogging,

Would have something new to write everyday, as it’s a new place (Nepal) plus a new assignment I am looking forward to.

And to add, I have a Sony Cyber Shot 12 X Camera for pictures…my friends gifted me for the wedding…. Thanks guys!!!

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

My Mobile...

























A few pics I took in my Mobile phone... I like them!

No mood to write anything... Most of them I see tell me that they've read my new post and liked it and my stat counder tells me that this page is refreshed atleast a 40 times a day... still no article feeds.... hence no motivation to write anything!