Its 3am and I want To Go Home...

Nirav,

Daddy is so bugged and stressed at work and I don’t know for what reason I am thinking a lot about you the last week when I am at work. Its like you face keeps flashing on my mind in what ever I do. I’ve never had this feeling in a long while. It was your mom who used to taunt me this way.

I have watched you grow, so far, into a very curious, healthy and intelligent boy. You have come so far and for that, I am so proud of you.

You may not understand this today, but someday you may come across this blog and this particular entry I have written to you. Much as I want to explain why I am writing this, so much I really don’t know why I am writing this too.

Dad is not playing/spending time with you and I don’t know if you can even realize it. However I feel guilty when I say bye to you when I leave. I hate to see your face when I say bye.

You are the best thing that has ever happened to us and I will never do anything to hurt you prince. I want to do a lot of things with you da, I want to play the guitar with you, I want to take you on road trips, I want to play sports with you… when I am old as you grow up I wanna say Quits with a nice wine tasting trip in napa valley!

I am really scared Nirav, I don’t know if I would make a good father, give you all that is needed, Teach you right things and raise you to be a MAN! I really don’t know.


Whatevr it is I will devote all my energies to raise you the best way I know how, I do hope I succeed. For both of our sakes.

Love you da…

www.placesupport.com

This is my new assignment... I am helping to set this support center with a plan to ramp it up to 600 seats in the next 6 months.

Very very challenging and tiring. I am drained and exhausted when I go to sleep every alternate days(coz I sleep every alternate days, these days) My first process went live yesterday and was very impressed with the outcome.

Keeping fingers crossed and expectations high!

What Would You Prefer - Sheer Ecstacy, Part 2!

If you have to go down to Bangalore and come back the same day and its already 2pm, what would you do? Try your luck at the airport or take the all new Honda Civic vailable at your disposal?

I took the second option... now I want to own one!

The roads are good and call it development, yes it is. But I doubt if it is our growth... There are about a thousands of villages and few of them enroute and I guess they have no clue as to whats happening in the crazy rat race world!!!

They all are still struggling, VISIBLY! and me old, I guess... I cant feel happy about all these in equalities any more... something has to be done and I know for a fact, I am going to complete this blog and may be even forget about it and head up for a meeting!!!

The worst is, after all this I would look for a nice Civic picture to post in this post!

PS: The above reaction could be because of my watching Dr. Zhivago a 100th time the previous night :)

Sheer Ecstacy :)

I would have seen it a hundred times now~ and I watched it today after a long time and I was awestuck and was in a another world till a small drop of tear running down my cheek distrated me :)

Dinner @ Work!

I was working from 10 in the morning... and I have con call at 4 the next morning... which would technically make me sit in the office for 18 hours... This whole month has been this way... clocking 14 hour+ everyday.

I am working from a clients place, so they saw my spirits weakening and hence took me out for dinner at my fav place... Bella Ciao.

Nice Place, Nice Food, Nice Break from work!

Thanks guys for a great dinner and a time and a GREAT WINE!