Nirav,
Daddy is so bugged and stressed at work and I don’t know for what reason I am thinking a lot about you the last week when I am at work. Its like you face keeps flashing on my mind in what ever I do. I’ve never had this feeling in a long while. It was your mom who used to taunt me this way.
I have watched you grow, so far, into a very curious, healthy and intelligent boy. You have come so far and for that, I am so proud of you.
You may not understand this today, but someday you may come across this blog and this particular entry I have written to you. Much as I want to explain why I am writing this, so much I really don’t know why I am writing this too.
Dad is not playing/spending time with you and I don’t know if you can even realize it. However I feel guilty when I say bye to you when I leave. I hate to see your face when I say bye.
You are the best thing that has ever happened to us and I will never do anything to hurt you prince. I want to do a lot of things with you da, I want to play the guitar with you, I want to take you on road trips, I want to play sports with you… when I am old as you grow up I wanna say Quits with a nice wine tasting trip in napa valley!
I am really scared Nirav, I don’t know if I would make a good father, give you all that is needed, Teach you right things and raise you to be a MAN! I really don’t know.
Whatevr it is I will devote all my energies to raise you the best way I know how, I do hope I succeed. For both of our sakes.
Love you da…
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