Woke up to one of my favorite weathers today, it just rained and quit minutes before I could wake up… I came out and the ground is all wet… Oh I love such a day…
I’m not much of the June afternoon kinds, more of the November rain kinds.
I looked up the sky and I can’t deny the lyrics of “Clouds roll by” – Pearl Jam!!!
I had a great ride in my bike on my way to work…
Rainy days brings a lot of memories to me…
When it used to rain, when I was a kid at school, I would still go to school, hoping that they would declare a holiday…and if it so happens… nothing like it… I would walk around the town in rain before I get back home. A lot of these memories still stay afresh…
When I first proposed my fiancé, she refused it… and she said she needed time to think about it…and it was one of those days, it was raining cats and dogs I offered to take her out… We roamed the whole town… enjoying the rain and the flooded streets…everybody were complaining, but we had so much fun…
The domestic trains were cancelled, and they were just a few of them plying, we waited in one of those deserted stations and took those trains, and we took crowded buses… and took shelter in small tea shops when it rained too bad to even walk and sipped on hot tea’s…
Trust me we did all this without Raincoats!!!
She was all mine those 2 days and I think I spoke my heart out with her during those 2 days… and I’m sure those days played a major role in her decision to accept my proposal.
I knew all along when I fell in love with her, that she would be a tough nut to break, but definitely after end of those 2 days, I know I cracked the nut a lil bit!!!
I don’t know but when I type this I have this strange feeling of sadness, we don’t spend time the way we used to do some 3 years before!!! Both of us are busy in our own professions, no messages, no long phone calls, no roaming around the way used to, no movies...
Measuring with all these she always complains that we have gone down on the love…we had a lot of time to do all these and we had this strange feeling of insecurity all the way and in the course or in the hunt for a secured future we lost all those lil pleasures, and those happy moments of togetherness.
Now I am really confident about a secured future!!! It took me 3 long years to be here, but when I look back, in the course of the time and in the hunt to be here, I don’t know if it was worth a compromise! Only time would say! May be my married life would say!
Again “Measuring with all these she always complains that we have gone down on the love” all I have to say is “ Honey, fortunately, love is not measured by all these things…”
And yeah, especially not ours!
5 comments:
Those days were definetly fun. But things change with time and that cannot be ignored. like u said we would have to wait i guess.
i dont know how to express my comments,but i really admired the way you love the rain,your fyance and the god too. even i were in these kind of situations, i love rain ,the green valleys, but on some part i have too many questions in my heart,like where the life ends? and what are we here for? i also cant able to find
the difference between love and infactuation.your rain drops really reminded me some beautiful memories of my life. i pray to god that these rains should fall on everyones heart without fail in any monsoon.
after readin ur blogs, i jus feel like life is same everywhere. u r a totally different person from me, may b in all aspects, i agree. but the phases of life or the hardships and happiness v al go thru or v enjoy, r all the same in the end. the events that happened in ur life and still happenin is almost the same with me, but at different times and in different matters.
do u remember the love story i narrated in the class on that day? its just my story man. u wont believe the thins i went thru in my last one yr's life. jus think abt a situation of gettin married when u r a final yr grad. student and the probs i had, my friends had, my family had and my dear wife had, its all beyond everyone's imagination. no one will have ever dreamt in their wildest dreams that i may come 2 this position ever. my friends still wonder that i am alive.
sorry man, i am just slippin away from ur story 2 mine. ur blogs do remind me a lot of my life.
anyway u r doin a good thin, which i cant even think abt it.
keep up the good work. i will be followin u from here regularly.its not a promise, but i'll try atleast.
bye,tc.
Yo Bro...was fun reading u'r romantic memories!
Quit worrying man...u r mature enough to understand that love is not a feeling, right...
Love is a decision buddy, so if u both have decided to love each other, u WILL love each other, NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS...
So think on these lines...have u chosen to love? If yes, there's
nothing to worry pal....feelings come and go, but u'r decision
will remain....ciao!
G
that was a really from the heart thing.. i guess most people would connect to what u r sayin.. thank u for writing it down and lettin others read it..
sheila.
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