Rainy days and Loved ones

deluding
gathering thoughts
Like leaves scattering 
in these rainy winds

To hold back
my neighing heart
With that much
loved forlorn look?

I hate
what you do to me,
to simplify me
The way you
sit beside
my yearning self

But
isn't this love,
the Holy Grail
Of love

The journey
Has just begin
I'm now
supposed to drink.