It's time to start writing a new one...
It's always almost time. I was just thinking when I'd be satisfied. I'm always waiting or hoping for something, anything. When will I be content with what I have? Is it my fault? Am I just greedy?
There's room for improvement. I need to improve myself. I think that's why I should keep working... my parents have really given a lot for me. I should help them out.
There's the things I want to do, the places I want to go, the stories I need to write, the people I need to meet, the lives I need to change.... I don't know when I'll actually go out and finish it all. I want to do so much; the one thing that's always been constant for me is my desire to fix things.
I want things to be less complicated. I want equality and high standards. I want people to judge on what's underneath the outward appearance. I've always wanted that.
I'm growing up now and I don't want to. I started school when I was two. All my life I've been stuck trying to act two years older than I am. Those are years I can never have. Now things are changing though. I know I have to just start to mellow out. I'm too stupid or crazy or lazy to do it, but I have to start acting on my own. I need to expand on what's in my life right now.
I need to do a lot of things.This is my life, my story. I have to write it the way I want. I've been wasting time. Procrastination has been my top priority for years. No one would want to read that story. It's boring and bland. Time to change that.
It's time to start writing a new one.
1 comment:
I totally agree with you...there's a lot to change in this world than to whine. Let's do it together...
:-)
Pinky!
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