What to Rant?

You've decided to rant, what to rant is a big bloody deal, to start with I’ll rant about rant. Rant = to talk in a noisy, excited, or declamatory manner!!! This page is mine, I can talk loud about what i want to and its all mine, so I’m gonna rant hence forth about stuff i see, and i feel and experience and think about. Okay...here it goes.

I was spending a lot of time playing my guitar today which i just got a week before, man it’s a great feeling when you could just get a song right. Tried playing Matchbox 20, pearl jam, Cold play and Foo fighters...Was lucky to get Foo fighters right, i could play " I'll be coming home next year" now, all the others i tried were failure. I used to sing along when i Play, now my voice sucks, cant hit high notes, can sing low, as i was never able to(I Go Godammn Off) Thanks to all the smoking... and to get my voice back is something i would trade anything for, I dunno how, wish I could sing "Wasting Love" "Given To Fly" "Man On The Edge" the way I used to... :(

All I could say is its comes as an inspiration to quit smoking, something I've been fighting for quite sometime. let me see how it goes this time. I know I have to at some point of time, so just taking the effort now, an honest one.

Also the guy in the gym who trains me for the last two days said its no use me going there unless i quit smoking, even occasionally, hence to keep fit and for the love of the music, I take an honest effort.

Something which caught me thinking today: Eric Clapton was singing "Tears in Heaven" in VH1...and it was beautiful with all the emotions...and his voice was jus awesome something any music lover would trade for...what’s there to think about it eh? GRHHHHHHHHHHHH... HE WAS SMOKING!!!

More to come.....